I did something I thought I would never do... I joined a gym. I have always been very anti-gym, as I love running outside and believed that running was all I needed to stay in shape. I had no interest in running on a treadmill in a room with 20 other treadmills and 20 other sweaty bodies surrounding me. The idea of someone watching me kills me, and I am gym-illiterate... I have no idea how to really work a treadmill, how to deal with the locker room, or how to fit into a class. The gym just didn't fit my "style".
It seems, though, as my kids got older and I started working, my time to run got less and less, until I was really only finding it once or twice a week... not enough. I tried running first thing in the morning, but I am not a good sleeper. Early-morning running was exhausting me and making me grumpy (the opposite of what it should do). Something that I loved became something that I dreaded. I tried running in the evenings, but I really appreciate my family time once Jason gets home. The jogging stroller was sold when they got too heavy for me to push any long distances while running. I felt stuck.
So, I joined a gym with childcare. Do I love it? I can't say yes yet. But, I am able to run in a cold dark room that has a movie with subtitles... I can run, listen to my iPod, and watch a movie all at the same time without worrying about someone watching me. The boys LOVE the childcare center and ask to go to "their gym". And, I am feeling better about being able to exercise daily again.
I'm still not sure about the classes. I went to one today, and I felt so dumb. I had no idea what I was doing, what I needed to get started, or which way to move. It was a sculpting/toning class, so there were a ton of materials needed... weights (both heavy and light), an exercise ball, a step, a mat, extra step supports... geez, I felt clueless. Most of the people in the class were PYT's and looked like models from Self Magazine... then there was me: uncoordinated, ungraceful, clueless, and sweating like only ABA can sweat. I survived and feel like I got a good workout, but I'm not sure my ego can take another one!
I guess time will tell if I overcome my gym fear, but today I am encouraged. It feels good to focus on a little bit of time for me again and to have taken a step for me. While I will still jump at a chance to pound the pavement, the gym will work for the other days that the pavement doesn't.
You don't raise heroes; you raise sons. And if you treat them like sons, they'll turn out to be heroes, even if it's just in your own eyes. ~ Walter Schirra Sr.
Monday, July 06, 2009
Ohio Trip 2009
The boys and I made our third annual trip to Ohio two weeks ago. Each year it seems our time up there gets longer and longer, and this year was the same... Papa put up with us for 10 days! They were a packed three days, full of adventure, exploring and fun!

One of our must-see's each year is the Toledo Zoo. It is definitely the best zoo I have ever been to, and I think we could make our zoo trip a two-day affair... we spent a full day there, and we had to leave lots to be seen at next year's trip. If you look here, the same picture above was taken two years ago... it is incredible how much has changed!
Papa with his boys... we got to steal Dean for the day to come with us. Jackson and Harris LOVE their time with Dean, so it was a special treat to have him with us.





We were lucky to get to see Dean play two baseball games while we were there... what a great little catcher!
We also got to make our trip to Cedar Point. Cedar Point is on Lake Erie, only about a 2 1/2 hour boat ride from Papa's house, so we have been making the trip by boat, staying in the marina right outside of the park, and enjoying things at a slower pace. We were able to do two days in the park this year, which made the whole trip even better.
We had the best time trying on different faces as this fun display at the new children's interactive zone!
If there is a costume around, leave it to Harris to sniff it out. This beehive exhibit was at the new children's section, and Harris found his nook, literally. The boy didn't want to leave. There was a section of a real beehive on display here, too, so we could see and listen to all of the bees.
Thunder Canyon, above, was one of Dean's favorites... Jackson, not so much. Right after this picture was taken of the three of us, we got soaked... absolutely soaked. 

Harris loved all things bumper... the bumper boats and the bumper cars.
Jackson's favorite was the Junior Gemini. I can't tell you how many times he rode it, and the time above was his favorite... he rode it all by himself!
Uncle Mike and Aunt Nicole joined us for the trip, and I am so glad that they did. It was a great chance for them to get to know Jackson and Harris, as living so far away, they rarely get the chance to spend time with them.

It was an amazing trip (we so missed Jason who had to work!), and I am so thankful for the time I had with family.
Harris fell asleep not 10 minutes after we pulled out of the marina, and I think this picture represents how all of us felt! Two long days of riding, walking, and entertaining three little boys wore us all out. This post does nothing to convey all that we did or the fun that we had or how tired we were at the end of the day!
Each night we ended with a family spin on a carousel (there are 3 at Cedar Point!): Harris, Dean, Jackson, Papa, Uncle Mike, Aunt Nicole, and me. That was followed by a game or two and a sweet treat for the walk back to the boat.
Thank you, Dad, for such an amazing 10 days. Your hospitality was so appreciated, and the time with you was precious to both me and the boys. I look forward to this trip each year, and I look forward to many more summer adventures with you. Love you.
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